i had some fun

this weekend i did not work at all. it was awesome. we organized invitations and stuff like that on saturday but we had friends in town on friday night.

saturday we went to cactus cantina and a trip to the national cathedral. that place really wows me, not too much does that anymore. we went to see The Hangover. IT IS HILARIOUS.

yesterday was a super awesome day. bike ride for fun - i was attacking climbs because it was FUN. pool time at the rich country club and poolside lunch..... totally sweet. then the girl day continued with, The Proposal. It's cute - Ryan Reynolds - enough said.

mom went in to the hospital late last night - same gi stuff as before. no one knows what is going on.

I've lost it -

the devil isn't in the details - it is in my soul. It was lying dormant for years - until this wedding. Now - it is released..... beware.

Have you seen the most beautiful girl in the world

Adiana Sophia (Poon) Kundrat

O yeah - and we had a wicked fun time in the vally - those can be seen here.

Be Aggressive B E aggressive

Ton has often told me that I need to be more assertive. I need to tell people how feel and to speak up when someone wrongs me....

it has been a struggle


but i have been trying


and it is TOTALLY LIBERATING

Today I will be in an alcohol study - like the one that Ton has done. I love extra research money - I do not like fasting, though. Me to miss a meal is a real tragedy.

80 days until the wedding!!! My life is filled with lots of "to-do" lists and planning, I really enjoy it though.

This weekned I am going to Iowa for work. I swore I would never go in the "middle" of the US - but, here it is. I went to Ohio a few times, it seems the more central you get the more ugly and fat people are. I know that sounds horrible, it is horrible.

Then next week I try on my wedding dress- the moment of truth. Was the reason my dress wouldn't zip holiday weight and bloating or did this b-tich in fact, make the dress wrong.


I don't know why this guy makes me laugh - but he does....

Douche bag of the day is a brilliant concept

oldie but goodie

It's ok because I turn it in to a sexy dance

The snooze of my life

The Half Iron Man was good - lots of funny things happened along the way including vomit, kidney issues, stopping on the course to call Wes, and staying at the Econo Lodge from hell. I'm glad it is over, I don't wake up thinking "I need to try to fit in training today". I need a break from that life. My goal was 6:15, I did it in 6:10 so I am thrilled and feel renewed about racing again. It was fun for change!

Wedding Updates - We are going to assemble and address invitations this week, and try to figure out how to fix the fact that I put the wrong RSVP date on them :) Hilarious. I am really looking forward to getting married though. Measurements are stable, will try on the dress a week from Friday when Flea comes to visit for a long weekend. I can't wait to spend time with her.

Today is S's last day of 6th grade. I HAVE A 7th GRADER!!! Holy dang - how did that happen?????

That means no toney and no S so I should be able to be productive in work and in training!!! I'm really happy with my life.